um.

 So parents are pissed off about a misunderstanding so i stopped doing the calling everyday thing.
That was kind of naging and overbearing on my part so there is that element.
But seriously, those e-mails my mom sent me... the harsh cold sentences kind of hurt. but i laughed it off.
Not even true laughter. just really stark.

I seem so have so many ends to take care of right now, have to study for chem too.

I truly think the only thing I take solace in is eating at the vegetarian place on campus. 
Is that a little sad or what. only comfort is in food.
I have about 768 on my meal plan right now. 180 of it, about it transferable to next year so I'm trying to not spend it all.
It roughly is 10 a day.. so I guess I'll have to be more frugal now... Tea and coffee money, yup.

When I get bad emotions it isn't even my heart that hurts. It's a little lower than my stomach. Huh.

Psych Building

 Is it best, because I get to watch little kids. 
In the most non-creepy way, of course.