Group work
Feb. 14th, 2013 01:01 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
cacabana Fuck that shit.
then again. fuck procrastination and perfectionism.
I been really keen on spazzing about how I saw a rez guy friend's nude back. and how beautiful it was.
SERIOUSLY. That triangular shape, that perfectly sinched waist. UNF.
his mixed too, so it was a nice creamy skin colour. unf.
totally beautiful... gorgeous. I totally wanted to bite that or scratch it, or touch it or something. Or hug it.
He was right after a shower too. Oh wow. -.-''
I guess the only thing that's good about res is how much of a nice male body i can see on a daily basis. -.-''
perv perv perv perv.
It seems the only thing i gained from this university experience is how much I love the male body.
I guess I hid my perv-ness pretty well during the high school days.
can't believe I'm already looking back and reminiscening about those days.
Hey, its Valentines Day. I really wanted a Tim Hortons valentines day donut but they ran out. Well, that's to be expected.
So new guy at swhat. is 30. 3rd year econ. hint was that he was 16 in 1999. did military service, work for dad, and time off.
It's weird. Such an old person, quiet. but not ackward quite. a thinking quiet. I guess he has his own path to go through.
and he even says how he can't relate to people that are on the normal path.
Met a cool second-year molec-bio student. while volunteering walking service.
Seriously, it is a REALLY BIG SURPRISE when I meet an ASIAN girl without that high-pitched, squicky, cutesy, un-certain, wavering, trying to be cute, innocent kind of thing.
When they sound actually intelligent and mature. or however they get the cutes-y edge away from their voice.
It might be just a morphological thing, but at the same time i really want to strangle someone. well, not strangle. too much physial contact.
kind of cause them physical pain for my enjoyment. that kind of thing.
morbid, huh.
Spent 4 hours on youtube. never trusting my mind to give a set break time.
Think of back then, in grade 5/6 when i thought 5 hours of maplestory was a long time.
I guess it really has changed my perception of internet usage, ever since i now have my own legit laptop.
It just opens up chances for more private, unbothered, uninhibited searches....
Somehow, I'm really not sure whether this is a good or bad thing.
But i feel like my eyesight is definately getting worse.
The worst part of university is when you have so many things going on taht's wrong, bad, horrible and have no one to consol or converse or talk to about them.
And you think you have friends and shit. some crap this is.
--
Ian Eastwood. His dance is beautiful and I really want to be like him, which is pretty much not going to happen. I need more probable dance role models that aren't ardently beautiful and known for their looks..
It's hard to segregrate looks and techinique/ talent.
I got a $20 Subway gift card. For just being incredibly overbearing. somehow this is a strong trait of mine.
it always turns out far too cutesy though. How horrible. How cutely horrible.
At swat, being a non-working person. its either sleep or this, but shit roommate is probably still awake. fuck her.
everything she isn't there or is and leaves. i speak out a "bitch" comment.
Its not even sad how much passive aggression i have.
might as well end it off here. listening to catherine talk about something.
i feel like she might ask about k-dude. but i really dont like him. and even if, how it will not last.
she even said to look for people with the same looks as you. don't be a nickel looking for a dime.
i really can't agree with this but at the same time, i think this way. probably just to prevent excess dreaming.
ah.life.
then again. fuck procrastination and perfectionism.
I been really keen on spazzing about how I saw a rez guy friend's nude back. and how beautiful it was.
SERIOUSLY. That triangular shape, that perfectly sinched waist. UNF.
his mixed too, so it was a nice creamy skin colour. unf.
totally beautiful... gorgeous. I totally wanted to bite that or scratch it, or touch it or something. Or hug it.
He was right after a shower too. Oh wow. -.-''
I guess the only thing that's good about res is how much of a nice male body i can see on a daily basis. -.-''
perv perv perv perv.
It seems the only thing i gained from this university experience is how much I love the male body.
I guess I hid my perv-ness pretty well during the high school days.
can't believe I'm already looking back and reminiscening about those days.
Hey, its Valentines Day. I really wanted a Tim Hortons valentines day donut but they ran out. Well, that's to be expected.
So new guy at swhat. is 30. 3rd year econ. hint was that he was 16 in 1999. did military service, work for dad, and time off.
It's weird. Such an old person, quiet. but not ackward quite. a thinking quiet. I guess he has his own path to go through.
and he even says how he can't relate to people that are on the normal path.
Met a cool second-year molec-bio student. while volunteering walking service.
Seriously, it is a REALLY BIG SURPRISE when I meet an ASIAN girl without that high-pitched, squicky, cutesy, un-certain, wavering, trying to be cute, innocent kind of thing.
When they sound actually intelligent and mature. or however they get the cutes-y edge away from their voice.
It might be just a morphological thing, but at the same time i really want to strangle someone. well, not strangle. too much physial contact.
kind of cause them physical pain for my enjoyment. that kind of thing.
morbid, huh.
Spent 4 hours on youtube. never trusting my mind to give a set break time.
Think of back then, in grade 5/6 when i thought 5 hours of maplestory was a long time.
I guess it really has changed my perception of internet usage, ever since i now have my own legit laptop.
It just opens up chances for more private, unbothered, uninhibited searches....
Somehow, I'm really not sure whether this is a good or bad thing.
But i feel like my eyesight is definately getting worse.
The worst part of university is when you have so many things going on taht's wrong, bad, horrible and have no one to consol or converse or talk to about them.
And you think you have friends and shit. some crap this is.
--
Ian Eastwood. His dance is beautiful and I really want to be like him, which is pretty much not going to happen. I need more probable dance role models that aren't ardently beautiful and known for their looks..
It's hard to segregrate looks and techinique/ talent.
I got a $20 Subway gift card. For just being incredibly overbearing. somehow this is a strong trait of mine.
it always turns out far too cutesy though. How horrible. How cutely horrible.
At swat, being a non-working person. its either sleep or this, but shit roommate is probably still awake. fuck her.
everything she isn't there or is and leaves. i speak out a "bitch" comment.
Its not even sad how much passive aggression i have.
might as well end it off here. listening to catherine talk about something.
i feel like she might ask about k-dude. but i really dont like him. and even if, how it will not last.
she even said to look for people with the same looks as you. don't be a nickel looking for a dime.
i really can't agree with this but at the same time, i think this way. probably just to prevent excess dreaming.
ah.life.
